For the past year, I'm sorry if my words or actions have ever hurt anyone of you in anyway. Because I always speak/act before I think, I asked for forgiveness for being insensitive at times. Well at least for this year and more years to come, I'm not going to repeat that. I'm going to THINK! =)

I spent the whole of ytd thinking. Thinking about my life. I've always been doing wad my parents planned for me, following their plans accordingly. Not long ago, my dad told me that it's time i think of my future cos they cant always make decisions for me. After i complete jc, then it'll be my decisions that determine my future. RARH! i feel so pressurised to make the right decision. oh wells i stil haf got 1yr of jc2 and 2yrs of army to think about it =D

Now I'm 18, I'm entering the next phase of my life. woohoo! so exciting =/

probably anyone who know me well who haf agreed that i always keep things to myself. yes, i realised that i've never shown my true emotions to people around me before, not even my parents. i find it hard to show it to others, and furthermore, wad if they are affected by it? i dunno wad i'm thinking too. it's not a good feeling to keep things bottled up inside, but i dunno who to tell, and how to tell. rarh. probably wad i really want is to find someone who can see thru me and know wad's going on inside without me telling. =)