The rain keeps coming down as if it's free of charge. RARH. I hate this kinda weather! but then again, i like playing in the rain =D it just feel so shuang when u take a stroll and let the rain splash on ur face. whee! but u'll get sick. bleahs. i rmb someone once said that she likes to walk in the rain cos the rain will hide her tears. well to that someone, i hope u dun think that way anymore! cos if u wanna cry, i dun mind lending u my shoulder =) i guess u'll feel awkward huh? bleahs.
anyway, went back to nj today to study. cos the day before i asked xh, roy and mav to go lunch tgt! wanted to gif them some support and good luck hahah. and walked back nj via maingate thx to mav! i'm sure u noe how thick the nj uniform is right? hahha =P but for once, i 'm grateful for the thick uniform. it keeps me warm!
when the vice principal is giving the speech, i'm in choir store. all i hear is cheering and clapping form the J3 cohort. they seem to be very pleased! so i went to the hall and i was told that our J3 did so well that it's actually the best in 10yrs! WOW! congrats J3s =D k so curious me decided to walk around hall to experience the atmosphere. it's so...quiet. very quiet at first. then as many more get their results, it gets noisier. and it ended up as a fish market. hahaha. but i saw and experienced many things today. for example, i experienced the tensed atmosphere that i din 2yrs ago(when collecting O lvl results). and i saw forced smiles on so many people's faces. y hide ur emotions! if u're sad, show it! at least if u show it, then others wun ask u abt ur results, which might make u even sadder. but oh wells, it's over and.i hope everyone is satisfied with their results =)
it's getting late and my brain is saturated with stupid thoughts. ah and of cos bio! transcription factors, distal control elements, 5C methylation, poly(A) tails, 5' capping, et cetera.
I wondered if getting 4As for promos was really worth it. For one, i know that my hardwork paid off. On the other hand, I'm pressured to maintain my grades, and it isn't as easy as adding 1 with 1. CT1 is about new topics, of which i missed so many lectures. Part of me is telling myself that i can do it, the other part is afraid of failure. I'm not putting my 100% effort into studying right now, but I'll stil be very affected if I get bad results! Maybe 4As isn't that great after all..I hate being pressurised.
Failure is not an option. I've got no choice; I simply can't fail. I dunwan to disapt my parents. I CAN DO IT! (i hope)
anyway, went back to nj today to study. cos the day before i asked xh, roy and mav to go lunch tgt! wanted to gif them some support and good luck hahah. and walked back nj via maingate thx to mav! i'm sure u noe how thick the nj uniform is right? hahha =P but for once, i 'm grateful for the thick uniform. it keeps me warm!
when the vice principal is giving the speech, i'm in choir store. all i hear is cheering and clapping form the J3 cohort. they seem to be very pleased! so i went to the hall and i was told that our J3 did so well that it's actually the best in 10yrs! WOW! congrats J3s =D k so curious me decided to walk around hall to experience the atmosphere. it's so...quiet. very quiet at first. then as many more get their results, it gets noisier. and it ended up as a fish market. hahaha. but i saw and experienced many things today. for example, i experienced the tensed atmosphere that i din 2yrs ago(when collecting O lvl results). and i saw forced smiles on so many people's faces. y hide ur emotions! if u're sad, show it! at least if u show it, then others wun ask u abt ur results, which might make u even sadder. but oh wells, it's over and.i hope everyone is satisfied with their results =)
it's getting late and my brain is saturated with stupid thoughts. ah and of cos bio! transcription factors, distal control elements, 5C methylation, poly(A) tails, 5' capping, et cetera.
I wondered if getting 4As for promos was really worth it. For one, i know that my hardwork paid off. On the other hand, I'm pressured to maintain my grades, and it isn't as easy as adding 1 with 1. CT1 is about new topics, of which i missed so many lectures. Part of me is telling myself that i can do it, the other part is afraid of failure. I'm not putting my 100% effort into studying right now, but I'll stil be very affected if I get bad results! Maybe 4As isn't that great after all..I hate being pressurised.
Failure is not an option. I've got no choice; I simply can't fail. I dunwan to disapt my parents. I CAN DO IT! (i hope)
posted by Jiahao4 | 12:12 AM
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