Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Yes! BCME ALL OVER! wahahah. here's a recount lol.

Monday: Chem + Econs
Chem was ok lah not very difficult, but not easy either! hahah well i heard many said that as long as u studied, u will know how to do. Econs is...terrible >.< omg i got so much thing i wanna write and i cant! ended up spending only 30min in qn4(of which 20min goes to 4a).

Tuesday: Math
My first ever math test that i'm worried about cos my worst topics are tested and my best aint. i cant do vectors and graph-related qns! but at least the vector qns are easier than wad i expect =X i expected like 3 planes here and there asking u find this and that. hahah left a qn blank tho cos dunno how to integrate parameters. hahahah. so dumb it's in the notes and nobody took the effort to memorise it cos it says SELF STUDY.

Wednesday, which is today: BIO!
Woohoo! the first time i see 4marks structured qn with 10lines blank for u to write ur answer! and not only 1 of such qn, there are..about 10? every structure 2. i feel that i write more in structured than in essay pls! oh and cos i'm so dumb i took so long to recall my facts for structured and qn1 of essay, i only had 30mins left for my second essay. Goodbye to my 20marks haha. k lah i wun lose all 20. probably 10? hahah. it's wasnt a difficult paper, unless u didn't study/haf bad memory skills/u haf 老年痴呆症.

I always marvel at how things occur INSIDE us when i study for bio tests. Everything seems to happen by chance, every reactants seem to be so important, every reactions seem to be so crucial, and my very existence seem to be so..i can't find a word to describe. perhaps planned? yeah i think so. the molecules have got no brains! how would they know when to go at which time and what molecules to combine with and what bonds to break and..and we all know that reactions happened by 2 molecules colliding with the right ENERGY and ORIENTATION. what's the probability of RNA polymerase colliding with the right part of ur genome and unwinds the DNA double helix and the dNTPS colliding with right force and orientation at ur reaction side for transcription? not considering that other proteins like transcription factors and enhacers and DNA bending protein and ... are required for transcription too! Does it all happened by chance? Or is it all planned?

It's almost over!! 2 more papers to go: SPA skill A and H3 Math.
Grant me the strength to pull through! I have yet started on either one. Rarh.