Friday, October 19, 2007

JH's Theory of Jobs-Evolution for the Underperforming Students(para6) =/

AHH! GP IS SO NEAR!!! =(

im freaking out. rarh. i hate it. not that i hate GP. i think it's intellectually demanding and im just not intellectual enough. damn. think about it--if i get all As and fail GP, thats bad isnt it? and i dunwan it to happen! rarh. it's okay i think im going to do just fine. gpgpgp! my favourite H1 topic. since i only have 1 H1. bahh. chi da bian lah.

and this is bullshit. i thought it says 13days more to As on the countdown timer. and guess what, it's only less than a week. and i haven revise so many things. i've been doing nth but papers. and even tho im doing them, it doesnt help reinforce the content. this all just sucks. core bio and econs is coming and im happily doing my favourite math and chem. for what, u ask me. i cant answer u. cos im just dumb. bahhh.

on a brighter note, im falling in love with the magazines and newspaper. abit too late huh? who cares. i used to hate it so much, but they are actually quite interesting. and my conversations with others are more mature le. bwahaha. im surprised i can actually discuss burma breakdown with other people. hohoho. sometimes, freaking out is good. b'cos im freaking out for gp, i picked up a good habit. so what if i dun do well for gp? im going to grow up being a wise man--by reading papers everyday. bwahaha. can u believe it? im wise. that's bullshit. haha.

i love A level. i love the stress, the competition, the expectation, the whatever that comes with A level. i think it's a negative externality. b'cos of this, i became short tempered, moody, and even more kaobei and talk cock. i think it's ruining my social life, my family ties. oh but it also pushed me to prove others wrong, to really think before i comment, to be more cautious with my choice of words. so let's see, using ms phua's approach, A levels may have indeed ruined my social life, but i've gained much more in terms of a more mature mind. wow. not bad. i feel confident in gp all of a sudden. rarh. once again, this is bullshit. only the first 4 lines of this paragraph holds. the rest, bullshit.

oh yeah since it's a bullshit update, lemme share another bullshit going around. "teachers teach because they did badly when they are young." what crap is this? bullshit lah. let me share with u my theory of jobs-evolution for the underperforming students: if u dun study hard enough, u'll grow up to be a nightsoil warrior(in the 1960s)/road sweeper(in the 1970s)/toilet cleaner(in the 1980s)/office boy(in the 1990s)/teacher(in the 2000s). interesting? my mum summarised for me just now. hahha.

okay lah enough of bullshitting. it's so late. and im going school of thought for gp crash course. the lecturer told us to sleep early! i think im going to be so brain dead tmr. alrights. goodnight. have fun bullshitting. i think when u bullshit, and when it brings laughter and joy to others, it's a good bullshit. =)