bahh! =(

it's been long since i last blogged. so many things happened during this period of time. but im not going to blog about them at all. dunwan to be reminded of the stuff that might make me sadder than i am now.

u know how things worked and failed as easily as 1 plus 1? i dunno. nothing seems to be going my way. i hate to say this but seriously, i think i suck. do u know how it feels like when someone so important to u is angry at u and u dunno what u've done? it sucks. and it makes me feel like a loser and an asshole.

anyway, nuer i didnt pangseh on purpose k. now that i know what happened from luan, i think it is my fault lah. i rmb i told u i'll join ur first then go find my friend? haii. u are right to be angry with me but dun angry for too long lah! i really dun mean it. i dunno what i was thinking that day but i think no point in trying to explain my actions now right? haii. sorry.

so basically, my life is screwed cos i messed it all up myself. rarh.