it's kinda late and it's the best time to emo! haha im not emo-ing now but some random things just came into my mind and i dun feel like sleeping yet, so i'll blog.
ONE. sometimes i wonder what other couples feel when they pda on the streets, in the mrt, in macdonalds, at the various amk void decks, etc. i dunno. it makes me wonder why some people are so daring to show, and why some others aint. is it bcos of the environment we grow up in? or the tv shows we watch? or the cartoon when we are young? dunno. but what i know is personally, i find it reasonable to hug and hold hands in public. and maybe kisses on the cheek. but on the lips? hmmm. i know i dun mind cos i see my parents pda-ing on the streets all the time anyway. my parents are a very loving pair u know. and i believe it's my parents who 'set' the type of gf im looking for. the kind who will give hugs anytime and the kind who will hold on to my arm u know. but wells, chuwen aint like that. hahah. hey girl, u know what to do to make me happy now? =)
TWO. the next qn that's bothering me nowadays is how important are friendships? and how do people usually show that they care for their friend and treasure the friendship? well okay it's the yisong incident that got me thinking. and im still trying to find the answer. between girls, i know ur always talk on the phone, sometimes like bimbos, sometimes gossiping, sometimes discussing about some hot guys u met, or whatever. the point is girls talk to each other on phone more than guys do. and i dun call my guy friends to talk to, i rather find girls(sry guys, but i find girls better listener). and right up till now, my longest phone chitchat record is approx 2hrs(or more?) with yisong! hahaha and he is the ONLY guy i talk to on phone about problems in life. anyone cares to tell me what have u done to show ur friend u treasure the friendship? maybe i should start a discussion board like what xq did on facebook for this kinda topic. it'll be interesting to know, no? hahhaa.
THREE. steph got me thinking about this today. pessimism and optimism. do they make a different to your r/s? okay abit confusing and difficult to understand right? k so i was telling steph(who is always my same font twin!) about this tv programme chuwen told me about, dunno what da gao bai lah. anyway, one of the topic is about 兵变。if u duno what it means, it simply means the girl 2timing her bf who is in army. yepp. then i was telling steph that im afraid of such stuff. and even though i just patched and all and the r/s is supposed to become stronger and stuff, i worry myself with the thought of 兵变。then steph scolded me for having pessimistic thoughts. but i thought, it's possible and what's wrong with having that kinda thoughts? steph's argument: "having pessismistic thoughts about a r/s increase chances of it failing." isit really so? another topic for discussion hahaha.
FOUR. and what amazed me most is luan. hahaha luan ar luan, my very special friend k! i shall dedicate a paragraph to u. okay luan is the first person i regard as a close friend bcos she's a very very very (x1000000) good listener. i think. hahaha. and she's strong willed, that's why a weak willed jiahao4 needs her as a friend! oh wells i dunno what to say except that she's been so nice to me and all and i feel so bad that i cant do anything to help her when she's troubled by THE problem. hahaha. i really want to open up ur brain and see how it function. how come it's logic over mind for u? seriously, i want to learn how to do that. bcos if i can, then i wun be so troubled and sad and emo-ish and stuff right? oh wells.
FIVE. my nuer! hahaha okay lah im sry to say but u are the 2nd special friend to me! well we only became very close like since last year, even though u've been calling me papa for 4years and counting. tried talking to u the past few days and i sensed that u are not in the very good mood. but i cant tell why. and u're not telling. it's alright, im not whining and complaining that u keep things to urself. no matter what happens, i'll always be ur papa so i'll always be there for you k! and cheer up cos if u dun smile, there's one less reason for me to smile =)
SIX. steph! my unique same font twin! hahah i think people will really mistake us as twins u know! just that we dun look the same. im so ugly. oh wells..now that i'm happier, but u are still stuck at the bottom of the emo-well. the sun is rising the rainy days will be over if u believe it will! i see a nice guy coming by so...u know what i mean lah huh =D dear u pls cheer up! cos that's another reason less for me to smile!
SEVEN. dear! hee yepp you've been in my mind for so long so long! well there are so many things i want to say to u, but maybe i'll write u a letter cos not everything's for the public to see! hahahaha. but what's been troubling me nowadays is, will things go back to before? i dunwan it to. but things do seem to be going back and i'm really afraid that u'll break ur promise again, like how u always do. hmmm..i dunno. just dun k? =)
EIGHT. then there's negativ i miss so much and just everyone in njchoir! i just miss u guys. and so many of ur are my good friends! it's so impossible for us to sing again and stuff, hai. kinda sad. cos njchoir really changed my life. negativ is the one i learnt most from. both drained me of my energy for the past 2 years, but it's energy well drained! hahahah. well so basically, negativ and njchoir is in my mind bcos i misses u people.
NINE. and my lovey seniors! roy mav laoda rhoda! hahahah laoda and rhoda ends with DA! bleahs not funny. okay. SOMEONE promised me a steamboat for SO LONG and i've yet to get it! and i'm irritated because ur had steamboat while i'm away in hongkong! so..DO STH! cos i misses u all!
TEN. by now, u must be thinking why there are so many things going on in my mind. hahha there are tons more u know! like amk gang, the serangoon gang(which i haven seen in a long time), the west side gang(chipmunks is going to end soon!!!!) and so many people i miss. aiya dunno lah. so many friends, but didnt have the chance to tell them all how much the friendship means to me. guess sometimes, i may be abit crude in the way i converse(esp with andersonian guys), but underneath is a caring tone which u may not detect. hahahah.
ELEVEN. i'm so tired now so the last thing on my mind is SLEEP! so i'm going to sleep now. i feel so yun. like i'm drifting around the room =X maybe cos i typed too long and stared too hard at the screen. aiya who cares? it'll be gone tmr morning. so gdnight everyone! =D
ONE. sometimes i wonder what other couples feel when they pda on the streets, in the mrt, in macdonalds, at the various amk void decks, etc. i dunno. it makes me wonder why some people are so daring to show, and why some others aint. is it bcos of the environment we grow up in? or the tv shows we watch? or the cartoon when we are young? dunno. but what i know is personally, i find it reasonable to hug and hold hands in public. and maybe kisses on the cheek. but on the lips? hmmm. i know i dun mind cos i see my parents pda-ing on the streets all the time anyway. my parents are a very loving pair u know. and i believe it's my parents who 'set' the type of gf im looking for. the kind who will give hugs anytime and the kind who will hold on to my arm u know. but wells, chuwen aint like that. hahah. hey girl, u know what to do to make me happy now? =)
TWO. the next qn that's bothering me nowadays is how important are friendships? and how do people usually show that they care for their friend and treasure the friendship? well okay it's the yisong incident that got me thinking. and im still trying to find the answer. between girls, i know ur always talk on the phone, sometimes like bimbos, sometimes gossiping, sometimes discussing about some hot guys u met, or whatever. the point is girls talk to each other on phone more than guys do. and i dun call my guy friends to talk to, i rather find girls(sry guys, but i find girls better listener). and right up till now, my longest phone chitchat record is approx 2hrs(or more?) with yisong! hahaha and he is the ONLY guy i talk to on phone about problems in life. anyone cares to tell me what have u done to show ur friend u treasure the friendship? maybe i should start a discussion board like what xq did on facebook for this kinda topic. it'll be interesting to know, no? hahhaa.
THREE. steph got me thinking about this today. pessimism and optimism. do they make a different to your r/s? okay abit confusing and difficult to understand right? k so i was telling steph(who is always my same font twin!) about this tv programme chuwen told me about, dunno what da gao bai lah. anyway, one of the topic is about 兵变。if u duno what it means, it simply means the girl 2timing her bf who is in army. yepp. then i was telling steph that im afraid of such stuff. and even though i just patched and all and the r/s is supposed to become stronger and stuff, i worry myself with the thought of 兵变。then steph scolded me for having pessimistic thoughts. but i thought, it's possible and what's wrong with having that kinda thoughts? steph's argument: "having pessismistic thoughts about a r/s increase chances of it failing." isit really so? another topic for discussion hahaha.
FOUR. and what amazed me most is luan. hahaha luan ar luan, my very special friend k! i shall dedicate a paragraph to u. okay luan is the first person i regard as a close friend bcos she's a very very very (x1000000) good listener. i think. hahaha. and she's strong willed, that's why a weak willed jiahao4 needs her as a friend! oh wells i dunno what to say except that she's been so nice to me and all and i feel so bad that i cant do anything to help her when she's troubled by THE problem. hahaha. i really want to open up ur brain and see how it function. how come it's logic over mind for u? seriously, i want to learn how to do that. bcos if i can, then i wun be so troubled and sad and emo-ish and stuff right? oh wells.
FIVE. my nuer! hahaha okay lah im sry to say but u are the 2nd special friend to me! well we only became very close like since last year, even though u've been calling me papa for 4years and counting. tried talking to u the past few days and i sensed that u are not in the very good mood. but i cant tell why. and u're not telling. it's alright, im not whining and complaining that u keep things to urself. no matter what happens, i'll always be ur papa so i'll always be there for you k! and cheer up cos if u dun smile, there's one less reason for me to smile =)
SIX. steph! my unique same font twin! hahah i think people will really mistake us as twins u know! just that we dun look the same. im so ugly. oh wells..now that i'm happier, but u are still stuck at the bottom of the emo-well. the sun is rising the rainy days will be over if u believe it will! i see a nice guy coming by so...u know what i mean lah huh =D dear u pls cheer up! cos that's another reason less for me to smile!
SEVEN. dear! hee yepp you've been in my mind for so long so long! well there are so many things i want to say to u, but maybe i'll write u a letter cos not everything's for the public to see! hahahaha. but what's been troubling me nowadays is, will things go back to before? i dunwan it to. but things do seem to be going back and i'm really afraid that u'll break ur promise again, like how u always do. hmmm..i dunno. just dun k? =)
EIGHT. then there's negativ i miss so much and just everyone in njchoir! i just miss u guys. and so many of ur are my good friends! it's so impossible for us to sing again and stuff, hai. kinda sad. cos njchoir really changed my life. negativ is the one i learnt most from. both drained me of my energy for the past 2 years, but it's energy well drained! hahahah. well so basically, negativ and njchoir is in my mind bcos i misses u people.
NINE. and my lovey seniors! roy mav laoda rhoda! hahahah laoda and rhoda ends with DA! bleahs not funny. okay. SOMEONE promised me a steamboat for SO LONG and i've yet to get it! and i'm irritated because ur had steamboat while i'm away in hongkong! so..DO STH! cos i misses u all!
TEN. by now, u must be thinking why there are so many things going on in my mind. hahha there are tons more u know! like amk gang, the serangoon gang(which i haven seen in a long time), the west side gang(chipmunks is going to end soon!!!!) and so many people i miss. aiya dunno lah. so many friends, but didnt have the chance to tell them all how much the friendship means to me. guess sometimes, i may be abit crude in the way i converse(esp with andersonian guys), but underneath is a caring tone which u may not detect. hahahah.
ELEVEN. i'm so tired now so the last thing on my mind is SLEEP! so i'm going to sleep now. i feel so yun. like i'm drifting around the room =X maybe cos i typed too long and stared too hard at the screen. aiya who cares? it'll be gone tmr morning. so gdnight everyone! =D
posted by Jiahao4 | 1:58 AM
<< Home