another friday bookout! woohoo! =D

yesterday, i almost died. i really felt like fainting. felt like giving up. but, like i said, my section mates are wonderfully outstanding. so, i didnt give up because 1) i dunwan to let them down and, 2) i want my blue beret! AND I GOT IT! woohoo. okay lah. chiong so much, and now i really feel like shit. like super nua. i shall go sleep soon.

jules left for australia alrdy =( i thought i cldve sent her off, but she booked the morning flight! rarh. oh wells..take care of urself over there in australia k! and remember u promised me 2 days when u're back! =D

so many things had happened. and i hate to see my close friends sad/troubled. no time to elaborate, and i wun. i just hope that things will be alright for u all soon. i wish i can do more to help, but all i can render is but a ear to listen and a shoulder if u ever need to cry on. it's the weekend, and if any of u need me, just gimme a ring, and i'll reject any activities i might have to be there alright? i promise you i will. =)

but right now, i need to rest. SO, DO NOT ATTEMPT TO CALL ME UNTIL 10AM, SATURDAY. hee.

on a side note, it's hurtful to come to terms with reality. i've been struggling, and our meeting a few days back made it tough. it feels the same, yet the status' changed. i know A levels is long over. so, what am i waiting for? i guess it's a question i can't answer just yet.

try and grapple with reality, and sometimes, if not always, u will wish that u're living in a made-up world.