what a boring saturday. okay, which saturday isn't boring for me? seems like im always complaining about my weekends hor. what to do? i just like to complain.
booked out this morning at 10am. wasn't unhappy about sat bookout cos somehow, i rather book out today morning than yesterday 11pm. and, at least i trained! even though very tired, but kinda worth it. hasnt been exercising much, and i want that ippt gold. no gold no pride sian. i think i'll commission without pride. =/
how boring can bookouts be if u have to do assignments, write essays, go through courseware so u'll pass ur upcoming exams, write reflections, plan and settle activity that u are supposed to be organising WITH someone else? again, not that im complaining, but he seems so enthu yet all he does is kaobei and criticise me and my idea.
went for bh's baptism today. quite interesting, but i was so tired from the training that i can't stop myself from dozing off when the pastor is preaching >.< but what she said made some sense. for me, since i dun totally believe in god, i think the idea that someone up is watching over me did help me through the tough times. oh anyway, bh baptised while on clutches lah! can tell how weird he must have felt standing there with clutches. and he made a wonderful speech LOL. didnt know his chinese so power. power but still only get B3! hahahah xD
after the baptism ended i didnt want to go home. no one to go out with either. so i went bugis to shop around by myself. wanted to buy myself some clothes, spend some money for retail therapy's sake. but when i see sth i like, i just dun feel like trying it on. lazed here and there, in the end decided to go home slack, empty handed.
well i think dinner with mum was the only event that made my saturday a saturday lah. can talk to her more freely now. she totally treat me like an adult and all, though im stil her boyboy lah. talked about r/s problems, about other people's r/s problems and how she'd handle them. then i realised, my mum and i are the same, but she's so much stronger than i was! no wonder my dad love her so. needless to say, i love my mum too.
sitting in front of the tv, watching olympics women table tennis SF while eating my ben&jerry's chunky banana and typing this entry is total CHILLNESS man..seriously, i never pictured myself doing this before. think i'm really at edge of death from boredom, and of loneliness. can't blame anyone. i think it's just me, thinking too much, like always.
the match is exciting, and i think singapore is going to win. 48yrs without a medal, and we are so going to break some record this time round in beijing! =D alright time to go do my homework alrdy. i have this love-hate r/s with army. boo.
living in my own world with me, myself and i. how i wish for some disturbance. bahhhhhh.
booked out this morning at 10am. wasn't unhappy about sat bookout cos somehow, i rather book out today morning than yesterday 11pm. and, at least i trained! even though very tired, but kinda worth it. hasnt been exercising much, and i want that ippt gold. no gold no pride sian. i think i'll commission without pride. =/
how boring can bookouts be if u have to do assignments, write essays, go through courseware so u'll pass ur upcoming exams, write reflections, plan and settle activity that u are supposed to be organising WITH someone else? again, not that im complaining, but he seems so enthu yet all he does is kaobei and criticise me and my idea.
went for bh's baptism today. quite interesting, but i was so tired from the training that i can't stop myself from dozing off when the pastor is preaching >.< but what she said made some sense. for me, since i dun totally believe in god, i think the idea that someone up is watching over me did help me through the tough times. oh anyway, bh baptised while on clutches lah! can tell how weird he must have felt standing there with clutches. and he made a wonderful speech LOL. didnt know his chinese so power. power but still only get B3! hahahah xD
after the baptism ended i didnt want to go home. no one to go out with either. so i went bugis to shop around by myself. wanted to buy myself some clothes, spend some money for retail therapy's sake. but when i see sth i like, i just dun feel like trying it on. lazed here and there, in the end decided to go home slack, empty handed.
well i think dinner with mum was the only event that made my saturday a saturday lah. can talk to her more freely now. she totally treat me like an adult and all, though im stil her boyboy lah. talked about r/s problems, about other people's r/s problems and how she'd handle them. then i realised, my mum and i are the same, but she's so much stronger than i was! no wonder my dad love her so. needless to say, i love my mum too.
sitting in front of the tv, watching olympics women table tennis SF while eating my ben&jerry's chunky banana and typing this entry is total CHILLNESS man..seriously, i never pictured myself doing this before. think i'm really at edge of death from boredom, and of loneliness. can't blame anyone. i think it's just me, thinking too much, like always.
the match is exciting, and i think singapore is going to win. 48yrs without a medal, and we are so going to break some record this time round in beijing! =D alright time to go do my homework alrdy. i have this love-hate r/s with army. boo.
living in my own world with me, myself and i. how i wish for some disturbance. bahhhhhh.
posted by Jiahao4 | 8:47 PM
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