People say those who are posted to logistics are fucked up, and i always wanted to proof them wrong. But now, things are getting clearer - we are not fucked up; the course made us so.

Two days ago, i went to report sick. Met this corporal, a friend's friend, who keeps complaining about his QM. We laughed at the QM, but it was after he left that we realised, 'hey, we're gonna be like that QM after we commission.'

Why? Because they dun teach us anything that we need to know to do our job well. Because they flood us with information today, and never emphasise the important ones tmr, or ever. Because they get fucked up people to teach us, and therefore, fucked up is at best we can be. Because...

There are so many reasons, so many flaws in the system. What's worst than knowing that u'll be screwed in the future, yet unable to do anything about it? Just like knowing when and how u'll die yet unable to do anything abt it.

Boo! Life's a bitch. It's been a bad week and that fat piece of shit just had to arrowed me to do guard duty 2hrs before my bookout, when he could inform me 120hrs before. Bitch.

On a more cheerful note, i got to work with a superpuma this week and it was totally exciting! My buddy and i were like screaming and laughing all the way, probably cos it's so noisy we didnt realise we were talking at the top of our voice =D

oh and, just like my prediction, it came true. Well i dunno how i shd feel, but since it's ur choice, better not regret k.

felt like i just lost a friend. An impt one.