Stay. Pls.

As i typed this, my buddy's busy packing his stuff and doing his usual, stupid yet funny dance. I havent start packing my stuff yet. Procrastinating. I want things to stay this way. I want to continue having late night talks with my buddy about our weekend encounters, dancing to dance tracks on my psp, singing out loud and off tune and doing lousy harmonies for each other to songs played on his NDS, waking up late and rushing to fall in tgt, etc. Every bit of things i do with my buddy, i want it to stay.

this is one plusplusplus point abt SAF. If u're lucky, like me, u'll get a superduperwonderful buddy and u will wish ur course will not end. But the course will end, and my buddy and i are going to different paths after this. Meaning to say, similar to my past buddies, i'll most likely not see them again. What a saddening thought to entertain. I love my current buddy lah(note: im NOT gay). And my neighbours. No matter how fucked up this place im in is, it's the people around me that makes me want to stay. And it aint the same anymore after this week.

yeah, it's time to move on. Suck thumb and suck it up, like we always say. Im not one who love changes, nor one who willl welcome them with open arms. Boo.

3weeks to commissioning. Am i ready? Probably not.