i think scholarship essays are tough to write. i have no idea what to write for them! =X

another problem: most of my teachers have left the teaching profession. WHO TO WRITE REFERRAL LETTER?! >.<

maybe it was my own mistake for being lazy and undecided and not applying last year. hope things will go fine. i need a scholarship.

don't know why but i'm feeling ambitious nowadays. maybe it's because of what my CO said to me. maybe it's because of the encouragement my surbordinates have given me. in any case, i want to be someone significant! but, my language ability (or should it be disability?) may be a bigger obstacle than i can fathom. HMMMM...

that day i was walking home after a tiring day in camp, and stoning along the way. then suddenly, i saw the banner of MPs in Ang Mo Kio GRC, and i thought to myself, "i want to be a minister!" HAHAH. go ahead and laugh at me. i know it's impossible BUT! you'll never know.

so much for daydreaming. reality check 1: my AWOL-ed technician is captured. this means more (paper) work for me in the upcoming days! and visits to DB. and also a chance to appear in court marshall and defend a surbordinate i have never seen before. sounds challenging!

reality check 2: IPPT is coming up and i need to get a gold this time round. i need more focused training and more discipline! i can't fail my own new year resolution, can i?

reality check 3: my CO daughter's common test is tomorrow! i have put in my best effort to teach, but she is not improving. and this makes me worry and disappointed in myself. i can't be a lousy teacher right? this is one fact i'll refuse to accept, IF it is a fact.

reality check 4: it's past midnight and i have another long day at work tmr. i should sleep like now!

and i'm meeting nuer this sat! yayness!
nuer grow up liao now i'm mister lee jia hao to her can! hahaha.

song currently playing on my wmp: The Music of the Night. definitely and moving and touching song(: