Of Faded Memories

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Déjà vu
"the experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously."
-Wikipedia

I experience experiences of dreams.
I see sights of dreams.
I feel feelings of dreams.
Deja vu. It's also know as paramnesia do you know?

Steph ar steph. The Lees dun gif up so easily! At least I know I dun =)
In you I see myself. We're in the same boat. Dun worry i wun fall for u haha. But since I can't help u before I get myself out of my dilemma, I can only support u silently in the shadows!
Jiayou ba! U can do it! Gambatte! =)

Ah. I heard this story in OBS. I thought, well it's good! Shall share with you. (nothing to do with love r/s by the way)

The Pencil
In the industry of pencil making, there's a particular brand of pencil that's very good. Many people wondered why. I know why, and I'm going to tell you.

After manufacturing the pencils, the manufacturer (shall we call him Mr Pencil? =D) takes them out one by one and talk to them. You may think that he's crazy. Talk to a pencil? =S ok so here's what he said.

"My dear pencils. Very soon you'll be exported to every corner of the world and be sold in stationary shops. No matter where you are, remember these 3 core values."

"Firstly, whatever you do, you must do it from your heart, which is in your case, the core. When things are done from the core, they are done well. Dun do it half-heartedly!"

"Secondly, don't be afraid of making mistakes. Whatever mistakes you make can be erased. The eraser is only at the other end! Don't ever get held back by a mistake okay?"

"Thirdly and lastly, for you to work, you must get someone to hold on to you. You can never work alone. Remember, you are not everything in the world. You complements the user, and the user complements you. You can never achieve anything without the help of others."

With that, Mr Pencil cleaned all pencils with his cloth and put them back into their boxes and packaged them to be exported. Now do you know why the pencils are so good? =)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

"A dream is the experience of envisioned images, sounds, or other sensations during sleep. They have been described...as reflections of the unconscious..."
-Wikipedia

Please tell me this is untrue.
Convince me that this isn't a fact.
Make me believe that Wikipedia isn't 100% accurate.

I dreamt the same dream repeatedly for the past few days.
I dreamt of the past.
I dreamt of the counterpresent.
I dreamt of..us.

Tell me I'm not feeling the way I am now.
Tell me I did not dreamt of the dream.
Tell me I wasn't regretting subconsciously.
Tell me...to wake up.

I thought I've gotten over it.
I thought I've no regrets.
I thought I've convinced myself that what i did wasn't wrong.
I thought..Maybe I thought I've had that dream.

Until I find the key to the door of answers.
Until someone enlighten me of the truth.
Until my memory fades and amnesia steps in.
Until then, I'm haunted. By guilt.

-If saying sorry can resolve everything, I'll willingly say it a million times

Friday, November 17, 2006

“天上的星星不说话,地下的娃娃想妈妈。”
“孤单的夜里,你会想起谁?”
过去的五天里,这旋律在我脑里没有停过。
是的,我很想家。但我更常想起你。
岛上许多景物让我不禁想起你。
心里那份温暖的感决究竟是什么?
是情?是爱?是欢?是喜?
其实我不是很想知道答案。
缘份嘛,当时机成熟,答案自然现在眼前。
莫人曾经说过,“越追求大案的人常常里答案越远。”
"If the answer is a butterfly, the harder u try to catch it, the further it'll fly away.
However if u sit there quietly, it'll circle around u, and eventually, it'll land upon u."

Sunday, November 12, 2006

The Not-so-frequently-asked questions(NSFAQs) part 1

1) Will I get angry if you are late?
Yes, unless you are a girl or zhirui.

2) Will I get angry if you pangseh me?
Yes, unless you are a girl or the usual pangseh-ers. (you kknow who u are)

hahah ya so leh dun need feel bad lah chu! i only waited for 2hrs outside bugis mrt mah! it's ALRIGHT! =D haha really lah it's alright.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

若我站在这里,静静地站在这里,你是否会发现我的身影?
若我凝视着你,深深的凝视着你,你是否会察觉我看着你?
若我深爱着你,默默的深爱着你,你是否会回报我的感情?
若这世上没有“若”,人们是否会坦诚相对?若。。。

yes, the world is filled with "if"s and "what if"s. A plesant excuse, a loser's comment. If everything can be predicted, there is no need to hide. If everything can be planned in advanced, there's no failure to experience. If everything can be explained, there's no need for mysteries. If...

If time can be stopped, will you stop it to understand the pain, or will you stop it to sustain the laughter? Learn to experience the pain to understand where it really hurts.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

人生苦短数十年,爱恨相缠情难言。
光阴既逝快似箭,机会失于一瞬间。
月老做媒牵红线,天涯情人心相连。
有缘份子必相见,“千里姻缘一线牵”。

Yay another "poem" hope it's nice. I personally think it's nice =D lol k lah im so bhb.

Porgy and Bess practice is fun. No one can get sick of singing, can he? Sang all the way from 1230 to 530, then continued singing from 730 to 10! The songs are nice too ahh! Got one song sounds like "spiderman, spiderman.." hahaha. Aiya in conclusion, I LOVE SINGING! =D ohh and i finally get to see KX's 庐山真面目!Wasn't as good looking as i thot she might be. BUT SHE'S CERTAINLY NOT UGLY! SHE'S OKAY! Just to clarify -.- Oh wells I came to the conclusion that love is blind and xq's description of her was just, well u know. 情人眼里出西施 =D

Shall catch some sleep alrdy. Tmr is choir and PW rehearsal! I hope PW can be over soon then i can totally focus on choir. Rarrhh. Ave Maris Stella~ Basses ahhh! hahaha. Goodnight peeps and await my next update ba! =)

Friday, November 03, 2006

你劝我灭了那把火。
但我知道最后一定是我的错。
我愿玩火自焚,却怕你被灼伤。
你我都很自私,你我都很愚昧。
直到心中的雨来临,火会继续燃烧,不论你是否还在身边。
但愿2500万年后再相爱。

hey hey! hahah ok so i wrote this out of nth again. I'm not out of love AGAIN ok. dun anyhow say. but yepp so was watching epi 21 of Gong with my mum a few days ago, and yul (i think) said sth very touching. I did not cry of cos! but i just pen down my thoughts at that time, and tata! sth similar to wad he said =)

I thought when u really like/love someone, u really feel warm inside. hahah yepp playign with fire is dangerous. but one should always live dangerously! daring to explore the unknowns would bring about surprised. pleasant ones i hope hee =D

Oh and i dunno how to say this, but ur should know 五星相克?dunno wad's that in eng but ya, every element counters another, water counters fire. And, ok i dunno how to phrase this, but the 2nd last line has another meaning to me. oh wells gif it some thought ba hahha.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

BAH!

I'm recovering. Yay!

Holidays are getting boring. I do nth except slp eat playcomp eat slp. And there's nth for me to play! I dun play Dota, I dun play lan games. I got no life! And i play maplestory which is SO BORING cos i'm freaking stuck at lv62 with no motivation to lvl up.

Someone introduce me to another online game to play. I'm BORED!

BAH!