VRROOOMMM!

one week nearer to As! 4 weeks left! AHHH! =(

aiya dun gan jiong lah everyone. take it easy. it's As only! so what? hahahha. actually, that wasnt what i meant. just pace urself ba. no point studying full 12hrs everyday if u cant keep the momentum going until ur papers right? and studying so much very taxing to ur body lah. take a break, have a kitkat! take a nap and slap a cat. alrights SPCA is coming my house soon =P

hmm serious now. dun spend too much time studying. Law of diminishing returns will kick it sooner than expected. and there are so many things out there that deserves more of ur attention! so, PLAN! plan ur time. hahah. and know ur limits ba i guess. if u really cannot tahan and want to rest, it doesnt hurt to deviate from ur timetable for a while right? just rmb to dun deviate too long lah then everything will be alright =)

hao ba hao ba. all the way people! my break time is ending soon! whee. time to go back to my RJC math paper le. jiayou!

YAY! Prelim ended ytd! =D

BUT! Results are out today! =/

hahah ironic right. i dun even get a day of rest leh. okay lah i got half a day off, slacking away and getting high with playing Uno Stacko. It was yisong's bday! woohoo! =D but i slacked enough after and before papers during the prelim period, so i guess that's how i get 'compensated' for ending late ba. blahs.

hmm just wanna post today cos i have so much things i wanted to say but i cldnt. haii.

well im really glad that some of those whose hardwork really paid off. but those who didnt, it wasnt my intention to rub salt into ur wound when i asked about ur results and all that. i know it wldnt sound nice, esp since it comes from me, but u are my friends! or rather, good friends! seriously, if there's anything u need from me, just say it alright. dun ostracise me just because i did better or what. i'm just like any other ordinary guys out there, mugging late into the night for the exam. u think im born smart? think again. u just dunno me well enough to look behind-the-scenes. blahs.

but anyway, just to ramble abit. i have my own fair share of problems too. and, not to be kaobei here, but it is nvr ez to be at the top. once u've been there, there's only one thing left for u to do. sustain. there's no way u can go down! unless u dun mind the criticism, the sarcasm, the..whatever! rarh. that's enough from me. alright, soon.

u think u faces more stress than me? think again. at least u have good language skills. i dun. what's the point of getting 4 As? what's the point of getting distinction for H3? what's the point, if i fail my GP? rarh! =(

If I'm that important to you, show it.
I hate to let this affect me every now and then. Do u not know emotional stress can lead to asthma attack? Do u really think prelims to me is no stress at all? Do u not know what i'm seeking for in a r/s?

DO U NOT KNOW?! =(

roar. i give up. there's no need to care for my feelings. no need to include me at all.

如果有一天，我真的放弃了。对不起。我能牺牲的就这么多。

Take heart, have faith.
Say a prayer or two, but forget me not.
For all you know, I have everyone(including you) in my prayers.
Although I dunno who I'm praying to, someone up there will get the message eventually.
Until then, hang in there and keep these 2 phrases in mind.
"Take heart. Have faith."