若我能选，我希望能成为一颗星，一颗闪烁的星。
星星在黑暗里独自燃烧，散发光芒。
星星在迷宫中指引大家回家的方向。
星星在深夜里的天空构成美丽的图案共人欣赏。
星星在你最寂寞的夜晚陪你一直到天明。

星星默默的贡献之我，从不要求回报。
当一颗星停止燃烧时，你是否有注意到？

-let me be the star in your sky

我的人生充满矛盾。
明明想要，却不争取。
明明喜欢，却不珍惜。
明明伤心，却不哭泣。

为何我总是不敢表露心里真正的感受？
为何我总是以笑脸掩饰心里的不满？

“双鱼座：别让第三者破坏两人出门的气氛。”
-我报（My Paper), 27/1/07

或许，我是那第三者。

Is it just me? Yes i think so.
One part of me is unhappy, the other tell me not to.
I dunno wad im supposed to feel anymore.
Everything looks the way i dunwan it to be from the back. RAH.

If one day i go keesiao, pardon me.
If one day i became very quiet, dun ask.
If one day i disappear, dun bother finding.
'Cos the other me is surfacing. I can feel it coming alrdy.

I'm done with my random rumblings.

"Our sea has been calm for too long..Now it's time for us to react to the incoming waves."
-Deborah Lim Li Ya, President of NJChoir.

hahah yepp i'm quoting from deborah from our comm meeting just now. It's not shocking to see Ms Lim scolds, but it is shocking to see her scolding everyone. And i admit, this is the first time after 5years in her choir that i see her scolding everyone until so.. =X

of cos i dun quote deborah for fun. it's true that we never encountered any BIG problem before as a choir, unless u regard the out-of-form singing in Verona basement as a big problem. HCI choir had a bad christmas last year, as well as other bad performances i heard from Ang Ziyuan. 风平浪静不一定是件好事。Without problems, we'd never grow. This i have to agree with Ms Lim.

Yepp so tho the sea aint that calm now, with collective effort we can still pull through the storm! yeah man we can do it cos we're from njChoir =D that being said i must now quote xq from some conversation i had with him before.

"Success doesn't come single-handedly. No matter how good the leaders are, the members will limit the progress of the section, or the choir. However, together we can make a difference."
-Luo Xingqun, Student Conductor of NJChoir.
(obviously i 'beautified' his sentence. u know he dun speak this well =P)

haha this seems to be sth that shd be on the choir blog but oh wells =)

May the force be with US. hahhaa.

How to Know If You Are In Love
What, then, is this elusive thing called love that everyone so desperately needs? Sometimes, we sort of like this girl because she is beautiful ? Or the girl likes him because he is handsome? But this kind of "Cinderella Syndrome" when the girl is waiting on her Prince Charming, is not real love. It is better known as "infatuation", and there is a vast difference between it and real love. Here, we help you to differentiate and find out if you are really in love and not just infatuation.

Infatuation
Infatuation is a feeling; real love involves a commitment also. Infatuation is just love of emotion. Real love, though, is love of devotion. Only the emotions are affected in infatuation, but in real love both the emotions and the will are involved. Next, a person "fall into" infatuation, but "grows into" real love. Guys, have you ever seen a girl who was so beautiful that you thought you'd faint? This is infatuation! It is based totally on physical attraction; often you don't know much in-depth about the person you so-called love. Thus, infatuation is mostly biological. Also remember, never tell a girl you love her, unless you are willing to marry her.

Then, infatuation is basically selfish where real love is basically selfless . Infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself and the "feeling" than it is in the other person. Real love is primarily interested in the other person. It seeks to give instead of get.. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person. Lastly, infatuation is weakened by time and separation where real love is strengthened by time and separation. This does not mean that there will be no pain in separation. On the contrary, there is great pain in separation if you are truly in love.

Love
Now you know what is infatuation, we will go on to discuss about the details of a true love.

Love is patient. The word translated "patient" means to wait patiently for the fulfillment of expectations. When you have diffculty dating this girl and she does not want to come out, if you truly love her, you will not complain and blame her, you must look at the situation from her point of view - maybe she is having some problems which prevented her from coming out. You must react to it with patience and understanding. Next, have you ever met someone you liked so much that you wanted to push the relationship and make it progress faster? Sure you have! Love, however, is willing to give a relationship time to grow at a natural pace. It does not push but is willing to wait for the relationship to grow at a rate that is satisfactory to both parties. Love is Kind. Love seeks to encourage and build up others. It respects the feelings and emotions of others.. It finds its greatest satisfaction in making others happy.

You can do the following:
1.Give one another things such as gifts and encouragment cards.
2.Compliment one another. Magnify the other party's strength.
3.Listen to one another. Pay close attention to what each of you has to say and make each other feel that what each says is important.
4.Treat one another special in public. Compliment and encourage one another sincerely in the presence of others.

Love is Not Jealous
Jealousy usually indicates an insecure and immature heart. Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Jealous is reflected in the childish statement, "If he is going to talk to her, then he can just forget about me!" Often, one person wants to totally possess the other and to restrict her relationships with others.

Love is Not Brag
Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Often a guy will brag to a girl, trying to impress her so that she will like him. A truly great person, however, does not need to exalt himself! Others will exalt him.

Love is Not Arrogant
Love is not conceited, boastful, cocky, or stuck-up. Love, instead, is humble and has a servant attitude. Sometimes, a guy may come across to a girl with an "I can take you or leave you" attitude. His demeanour implies, "You ought to be thankful that somebody as neat as me is dating you." Of course, this is not love.

Love always covers
This word cover means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential. Love is patient with the faults of others. It doesn't critcise and broadcast to the world the faults of others. Love is there even when it knows the other is not perfect.

Love always Perseveres
Love always stands its ground and holds out. It will outlast anything. It will even love in the face of unreturned love.Real love will last though all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses.

Love is Not Provoked
This means that love has a long fuse. It does not become irritated and angry. It is not easily offended. Love does not seek its own This is the heart of love. Love is other-centred rather than self-centred. Love says, "I love you, I want to give to you." Selfishness says, "I love you, I want you!"

Love does not act unbecomingly
This means that love does not behave disgracefully, dishourably or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its action. It is characterised by tact and sensitivity. This also means that love should have good manners. Be sure to do little things like opening doors for your girl, or offering her your arm when you walk together.

Love is forgiving
Lastly, this is a MUST for a successful love story. If a guy is not willing to forgive and forget when his girlfriend is one hour late, he is not exhibiting love. Love doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful. Remember this: Love forgets past failures and sins.

-above article adapted from http://www.ntu.edu.sg/home/hblim/passages/love.htm-

-静静的享受这份感觉

heyhey!

It's been quite some time since i actually blogged a long entry huh? haha. Anyway sudedenly decided to chg my blogskin and got this from www.blogskins.com. I think this skin isnt exactly that 'manly' but i guess maybe my taste is abit guniang-ish =X

And so anyway, this blogskin is titled Dreams(if i rmb correctly). Dream is an important aspect of live. Some believe that one's dreams reflect his subconscious thought, some believe one's dream contains signs of his future, some believe dreams are random images by the brain. Whichever u believe in, I believe that dreams add colour to our lives. And dream is another word for hope isnt it? =D

ahh seems like i can never make an entry long hor? my parents are nagging(as always) at me to slp earlier. RARH. cant they ever slp without me slping before them?!

anyway goodnight to all, i'm off =) till something happened in my life then i shall blog about it.

-亦心人，何处寻？

Testing testing...1,2,3.

I'm trying to see if i can post anything =)

Ok..Seems that i can post! woohoo! Wonder wad's wrong with my comp. Anyway just to update, the week's been very tiring. Alot of things to catch up with. Oh wells..Bio test tmr and i'm not studying. Whee.

-i want to know what u're thinking

Testing testing...1,2,3.

I'm trying to see if i can post anything =)

I'm glad I sign up to be an OGL last year. Though tiring, orientation is filled with lots of fun!

OG6, OG8, and OG20! I'll always remember u guys! Forgive me if I dun remember ur names k there're simply too many names to remember. And my memory is not that good. I wan to save some memory space for bio de =D

P.S. Jeanne Soon please do not anyhow talk cock le hor BAH! I hate u tho u're my rocking dance partner hahahha =)

The 3 basic elements of Life:
Past, Present and Future.
Of which, I think Present is the most adptly named.
The Past is history.
The Present is mystery.
And the Future..?
The Present is a present to me.
A present full of surprises.
A present full of gifts. (friends!)

The Future will soon be the Present.
The Present will soon be the Past.
The Past will soon be the mould for the Future.
Life is a simple circle.
Perhaps, only Mathematicians appreciate Life. =)

Second day of school and I'm already dying. I liked my new teachers tho! They seem to be nice ppl =)

sometimes, all i need is a shoulder to rest my head on, a ear to listen to my day's complains, a friend to make me feel belonged.

Whee school starting tmr! I'm so excited can =/

I hate sch I dread sch RARHH!

Oh wells no point complaining. Complaining wun chg the fact the sch starts tmr.

300+days to A levels