Viscious cycle of Unhappiness.
Are u trapped in it?
Do u think that the whole world is against u?
Do u think that God doesn't love u anymore?
Do u think that even staying stationary sth bad will stil happen on u?
Change ur attitude! Try being optimistic.

After so long, I still hang on to my belief of the Power of Beliefs!
If it works on me, why can't it work on u?
Have some faith in urself, have a little more confidence.
You alone have the power to change your fate, you alone can create ur own destiny.
Stop that pessimism, stop complaining and start fighting!
Be the fighter that's in u, prove to me that u can do it.

今天天空不再放晴；下雨了，倾盆大雨。

啊！我想在雨中散步！至少雨水能掩饰脸上的泪水。

我并不伤心，但不知为何就很想哭。

心情的变化好比潮起潮落；昨天我心情那么的好，今天却那么的差。

好恨好恨！好恨我自己。=(

你说我比较像你的好朋友，只是不小心拥抱着。

你道歉，你难过，于是我给你笑容。

谁在乎我的心 还会不会寂寞？

-“好朋友”，罗志祥

Hehe this shall be a post dedicated to my nu-er Ann! =D

My nu-er is a special girl! A girl I've known for almost 4years and a girl I do not really know. I do not know her fav colour, her fav food, her fav drink, her fav...and the list goes on. BUT there's one thing i know! and that is u r my nu-er and u are special! hahah.

3years ago when i was in sec3, u started calling me Papa for no reason. Then, i only know u as Ann the alto. hahah but yeah 3 years passed and now u're Ann the sop =) AND i still dunno u any better than that. ah actually i wonder y u call me papa in the first place. it could haf been yukai who's ur papa! hahaha.

hmm i know i'm not a very close friend of urs, and i dunno alot about u. but i do noe when u are feeling down and when u're not. u remind me of myself. we have several things in common. just to name one, u and i do not show our emotions easily. right? =) well i guess i only start to know u better this year, after u entered njchoir. i think i'm blessed to haf known u, cos i actually feel that i've learnt quite somethings from u.

ah here comes the main point! u're not my real daughter, neither am i a very close friend of urs. but i noe u are troubled, and i feel that i haf to care! simpy cos i'm ur dad =D so leh, if anything is troubling u or when u are feeling down, talk to me! i wun eat u up. heheh. i guess i just want u to be happy and see that smile i've seen for the past 3yrs =)

Smile and be happy! Puayfen/Jingwen wouldnt like it if u are sad too! and she'll most probably blame me for not taking care of u but oh wells..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

hahah a late greeting from me! was in M'sia and had no access to internet. but at least i blogged once i reached singapore! (ok made it to third. cos i bathes and unpacked first =D )

this year's new year in Ming Kuang (my hometown) is exceptionally BORING! firstly, my cousins are all away and i had no one to play with! secondly, all the super-duper-ultra cute newborns are 'occupied' by the adults and i cant even get close to them! =( ahhh babiess!! there are so cute pls! almost as cute as me but oh wells..i'm always cuter =P and of cos there's a third reason, but i'm not going to tell u NEHNEH! hahaha.

anyway this year's new year is quite short and right after this we haf CT coming up! AHH!! ganjiong ganjiong!

>>royston: Enjoy ur cny too! hahah visit us more often before u enter the army!

>>yuntian: hahah u got the same bday as my friend! that oso means that u're nv going to be the same age as me. haha by the time u reach 17 i'm 18 alrdy wheeee. =P haf fun in choir! hope u dun leave njc =)

>>yongjiang: haha my nice junior! yeah must be grateful that commonwealth had compulsory auditions if not u wun haf me as ur nice nice senior! =P

>>linus: ??? wad's the oooooooo for? =/ and i din buy u branded underwears from msia! hahaha

Happy happy! I'm happy today =)

Well the day didnt start too well today. I did my GP essay until 230am the previous night, and hafta wake up at 530am this morning. obviously 3hrs of slp is not enough! and so i overslept i woke up at 630 =X was late for choir, and sleepiness just make it so difficult to focus and all. resulted in forgetting all the actions on stage and sang a few wrong words here and there. ahh =/

after cny celebration, i planned to go back to anderson. Thx for pangseh-ing me ar anderson guys =/ but nvm i actually planned to go back amk with chuwen lah so hahah i dun mind that u ppl are not there =P and so by the time i reached anderson, the teachers haf all left and wad's left of 4/7 is...erm not bad lah got about half of the cls? hehe. anyway thx simone for the super duper yummy heartshaped brownie! =D that aside, i couldnt join u guys for movie cos i was terribly broke! so sry i'll join ur next time!

hmm k so i went home to take a short nap before meeting chuwen to go IMM to shop. spent 30min waiting for the shuttlebus but couldnt squeeze on board! i hate it y cant IMM increase the number of buses?! nvm so we decided to take a taxi there. waited for yet another 30min before flagging a taxi! woohoo! i cant believe our luck lah! wad's worse is that when we board the taxi, it's PEAK HOUR! yeah so the trip from jurong east mrt to IMM costs us $5. whee.

the most sian part has yet to come! i saw so many shirts i like but couldnt/didnt buy. didnt buy simply cos they are so ex, like $50 per shirt? so ex for a student. so nvm money issues aside, how lucky can one be to find a shirt he likes only to realise that all is left is S size? i wear M pls! rarrh! stupid ESPIRIT pls make more M size of that design lah. dumb dumb.

yeahh my day is screwed so far. hehe but wad happens after that was stil quite ok lah..no more bad luck. and the trip home turns out to be an unexpected twist, and i'd say i'm very happy! hahhaa. Thx so much chuwen! =)

time to zzz. am waking up at 5am tmr to set off for msia for cny! wahahaha the car ride is going to be 7hrs i'm so going to slp it through! =D will be back by tues. anything sms me ba! i hope there's reception in the village =X

hmm my clock says 30min to 12am. 30mins more to...

1) Zhirong's Bday!

HAPPY BDAY (in advance) LOSER WONG! =D known u for 3 yrs le! tho dun really noe u well for the past 3 years but we are andersonians, 4/7nians, and 06s06nians! YEAH! hahaha =D u shd be glad that i talked about ur bday before vday can! =) hope u like the present we guys bot for u to keep in awake in cls! hahha

2) Valentines' Day

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY to everyone! =) wish me too and make me happy hahah. Spending vday alone is quite sad leh..but nvm i've got my friends! wahahha unless u guys decide to heavy colour light weight (重色轻友) then i got nothing to say.

haha but who wun wan to spend vday with their the other half! rarhh. I feel lonely. hahhaa.

ok this is a crappy post but oh wells =)

星星永远在闪，你注意到了吗？

*~I'm alright. And I hope you are too.~*

heyhey it's been a long time since i updated! hahah. nothing much happened this week, apart from the hectic timetables, tutorials due one after another, tests being given like free gifts are given out in shopping malls, etc. BUT as u guys might haf known, jiahao4 dun do tutorials. and i this my attitude is bad! cos i dun bother studying for tests =X but nvm hehe tests are just a piece of assignment to be done in a fixed period of time. right? =D

ok so topic of the day: Do you believe in FATE?

yea i do i do! I believe that i am fated to do all the things in my life. Eg. i'm fated to be in choir, fated to have known u, fated to be in anderson sec, and then njc. However, i often question myself this, is my fate in my own hands?

I guess it boils down to how u define fate. I define fate as the random probability of experiencing a certain situation. I believe that it was planned by some forces that I will encounter a certain situation in certain stage in my life, well but it all happened by chance doesnt it? I wouldnt haf gone to anderson if y mum did not enrol me in tuition classes to pull up my grades, i wouldnt haf been in choir if i did not go to anderson(which apparently made choir auditions COMPULSORY for every sec1), and i wouldnt haf been in njc if not for the group of andersonians! Yea sounds like a link reaction, or rather chain effect. so, shd i thank my mum for enrolling me in tuition classes or shd i be thankful that i was stupid in primary sch such that i require tuitions? =S basically i think this is the same question as "What came first? Chick or Egg?" so i shall not dwell on it. hahah. but i must make this clear, i DO NOT believe in destiny. I mean, i'm not destinied to do anything! If fate comes, and i decided to take the initiative to do sth about it, then something will definitely happen. ok here's an illustration:

是缘分让你我碰面，是缘分让你我相遇。

若当初我没主动开口，你是否知道我何姓何名？

若当初你没任何回应，我们似否还会是朋友？

yea so my point here is, while fate decide the circumstances i'm in, whether or not i do sth about it, i will not gain(or lose) something dear to me.

someone once said the richest man on earth is not Bill Gates, but one ordinary man who has got a group of close friends. indeed, friends are not made by chance. fate strings 2 individuals together, whether or not this string becomes a permanent feature of the 2 individuals is up to them. hahah.

on a lighter note, i'm thankful and grateful for everyone i know. but i haf no idea who to thank, so i shall thank fate, and i thank u for agreeing to be my friend. =)

and yea i shall end my 'speech' on FATE here. heheh until the next time i get emo and blog about sth else. maybe the next topic wil be on true love! who knows =D until the next time, tata~

-抓住缘分，创造历史。

P.S. i may not remember some of ur names, but u noe i stil care. hahha.

Talentime 2007
Vocal group 1st: Negativ-

And we won! woohoo! well as others haf said, it's most probably due to the presence of vp which other groups dunhaf. I think it's due to all the good(looking) singers. hahah take note k it's goodlooking, not good singers. =P

Well i guess one burden less, it's time we all work hard for choir and get that Gold with Honours that we want. =)

btw, for all who didnt go for talentime, here's the link to our performance filmed by someone i duno =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cv52mAbjBoY