Soothe my emotions; Sing me a song of love.

Stop adding pressure to me lah. Can't you see I'm already very stressed?! For goodness' sake, LEAVE ME ALONE! =(

GWH GWH GWH!

RARH! i want that gwh lah! but judging from choir practices now, i'd be happy if we can get gold =/ come on people! not i want complain but think for urself! wadeva is done is always forgotten the next prac. WAD IS THIS MAN?! PLAYING RPG WITH UNLIMITED CREDITS AR?!

ok so i'm pissed. well i guess everyone tried. anyway the above views AINT just my views alright. i bet most of u choristers feel the same way as i do. RARH!

anyway there's this cool poster of GEN MAINSTREAM on the net. hahaha! i'm not going to post it here. tho i dun really like the IP programme, the IP people aint that bad. in fact, MOST of them are nice. (i wouldnt say ALL in case mainstream hates me hahahha =P) i guess it's the school that sux. hahaha. well if u wan to have a look at the poster, u can go KAREN's blog. it's under 06S06 on my links. hee =D

i'm so freaking tired now can! seriously need to catch up some sleep this weekend le..but GP CRITICS! rarhh! =(

hello hello! i've only got 10mins to blog ahhh!!

just reached home from dinner today. choir ended at 630 today lah! oh my i cant believe it! but well i guess it gave us more time to rest. but i spent the extra time dining with the usual few plus ekping and then went island creamary with luan and ping2! hahaha ping2=ping ping =D

it's been a long time since i talk with luan over ice cream le. to think we always do that tgt with xq during the promo period last yr. hahah fond memories? i doubt so. luan likes to bother herself with questions! sometimes she thinks too much lah but oh wells..i'm like that when i'm emo too. heheh dun emo le ar! and ping2 too! hahahah i just made a new good friend today =P

am so tired am so tired am so tired! repeat after me lah..i've been slping in cls and i seriously find it hard to catch up with my work now. oh my..CT2 is approaching! and i'm so not confident in math for CT2 >.< nvm lah i shall hit my aim, so s06 will gimme a treat. wahaaha!

ok 10min's up! byebye shall blog again soon. jiayou everyone! JIAYOU ANGKLUNG! SHAKE WELL!(targeted at xingyu) =D may u get that gold with honours! hee.

What a weird Sunday I had. I actually experienced so many different types of emotions in a day. Anger, dejection, depressed, stressed, and happiness, just to name a few. hahah. oh wells at least it ended with me being happy =) what else can i possibly ask for? perhaps someone up there really loves me and make everything in my life so fun and nice.

Guess who made my day today hahahah =D easy isn't it? =)

Okay I shall share a quote with everyone! "The easiest days are the yesterdays."
Agree? hahah everyday poses a new challenge. Accept fate and fight it! for urself =) Ain't I inspiring? hahahhaha =P

The inequitable transaction market commodity - attention.

If only I received more, I might not be so imbalanced now. bleahs.

*continues to rumble*

I think it's just me. RARH!

GOLD WITH HONOURS!

woohoo! I'm proud of ANDERSON CHOIR! wad a waste we didn't get it 2 years ago..if we did, it'll be our second! =D

good job guys! u guys really need to apologise to Ms Yeo for getting her so worried and the uncountable times she had cried becuase of ur! and i hope u guys wun get complacent ok. There's a reason why Ms Lim said u guys are only a silver choir last week and i hope ur will learn from ur success.

well quite weird right learn from success. anyway all the best! the seniors are always by ur side =)

now..NJChoir will get Gold with Honours too right? *beams* JIAYOU!

ATTACK OF THE ULCERS LAH!

sian i hate ulcers. i always get ulcers, and i dunno y! and this time its very bad. and i mean real bad! (those who've seen my ulcer would agree that it's bad) it's so big lah! omg it's like 1cm sq lah so pain pls! RARH! staying awake is such a chore cos 1) The ulcers hurt EVERY SECOND, 2) I cant eat/drink without tearing, 3) I cant sing and 4) I CANT TALK!

rarrhhh!! i guess being unable to talk is really..a torture. it's like i'm born to create noise pollution de lah! maybe i too noisy then somebody up there is punishing me by 'blessing' me with some ulcers outburst. RARH!

anyway i went to see doc(after alighting from 74, i decided that it's so painful that i need to see doc for proper medication). and guess wad! the doc was from ACJC choir. hahaha i think while he's prescribing med and checking my ulcers, most of the time is spent on discussing about choir, conductors, and stuffs. i only rmb him saying that my ulcers are due to stress and late nights. and probably cos i bit my lips 4times last week >.< he is super funny can! when i showed me my HUMONGOUS ulcer, he went WA LAU EHH!!! and sort of jumped out of his chair. hahah young doctors are always so funny =D

and back to stress. YES I'M STESSED! rarhh me being a lousy singer is the SL. WOW! how contradicting. i cant teach nor can i do anything, and i'm just waiting for things to happen, and somebody to help me fix my section. RARH! mind u i'm trying very hard alrdy =(

enough of rambling. i'm going to bathe and do my gp critics le. Ms Phua collecting this wed. I predict that i wun be in school(it's council elect day, yuck). if my ulcers dun hurt that much tmr, i might turn up for sch on wed and choir. now i'm going miss school and choir tmr. RARH!

byebye. i luv eating pills and antibiotics. YUM.

Sometimes I wished I can be a little more capable. I just hate it when capable people are not using their abilities to help others in need. IF ONLY I AM THAT CAPABLE!!!

oh well it's too late anyway. 1mth more. I'm afraid. =(

I've decided that this post shall be totally random! Dun read if u dunwan too =)

I dunno how many of ur already know this..I LOVE DORAEMON! hahahah. doraemon is the cutest thing in the whole wide world pls! =D ever since i'm 5yrs old i started reading doraemon comics. and i never get bored of them! i can re-read every comic many many many times and still will want to read it again. SO IF U GO 7-11, PLS BUY $5 WORTH OF THINGS AND GIMME THE DORAEMON MAGNET IF U DUNWAN! =P

Luan ar luan must take care ar! duno how many times u fall sick since jan le! Eat more fruits hahah. if u are my gf i'll cut and bring to u but since u are not..TOO BAD! =P seeya in sch soon. i'll never forget that u pangseh-ed me today for mavis!

4 more weeks to SYF. I feel so unprepared. hmm..i tried to give as much as i can to choir le lor, and it doesnt help when others aint as commited as i am. i wonder y are certain people in pub comm and not doign anything! (hint i'm referring to zhirui!) hahahah k lah just joking lah =) well very soon all this stress will be over. REN NAI!! =(

Ok like i said, this is a random post. so..hahah i shall go prepare for bio spa skill a le. So many things to write i wonder how to finish them in 1hr10min. HMMMM..

I just read today's Newpaper and was so shocked by coverpage story! 1 out of 9 girls aged 13 to 16 are willing to have sex with strangers they meet online?! GOSH! The world is changing.

hahah i guess the phrase 'simplicity of life' is totally wrong. things are not as simple as it seems lol! especially not life. life is so complex that..well i doubt anyone understand life haha. so..well perhaps we should all live life as simple as possible hahaha. dun makes things so complicated!

well anyway, my life is quite hectic and stressful this few weeks. ever since the combined workshop with Ms Tham's choir. ahh i doubt anyone will understand how much i wan that gwh lah. i guess it's just me lah, always wanting to be at the top and do well. Now i look at myself in the mirror, i seem to haf grown old! oh my i look so tired and..AHH!! i need facial, seriously. hahaha i'm vain! woohoo!

guess who made my day on friday? =) i have so much thing i wanna say to u lah! but oh wells..until the time comes, i shall keep my mouth shut hee.

Another hectic week is starting in like, 20mins? haii..i seriously hope all my efforts are not wasted this time round. NO FAILURE! =D

HAPPY BDAY NU-ER!!

rarh so sry i forgot that it's ur bday! >.< ar ="D" hahah ="D">

wahahah i had a hard time deciding whr to put JAYMIE's link in! (07s06 or NJChoir) and brilliant me found the right solution! that is to rename 07s06 to OG8 so wun confuse hahaha. and those people are no longer in my junior cls le boohoo =(

i must say i'm very pleased with myself for being able to do sth for choir. at least for basses. hahaha tho i know i'm out-of-tune for certain places while on stage but hey, i did my part for basses! hahaha JIAYOU BASSES! and of cos choir jiayou! hahaha =)

A team is as weak as the weakest link. Are u the weakest? If u are, improve urself! If u are not, help the weakest to improve! hahaha. I guess i'm weak and yet, i'm trying to help. so contradicting. It's time to improve! yeah man i'm motivated! wahahah =D

BUT! before i improve myself, i shall strive to complete 22article critics by thursday. AHHH!! i hate myself for slacking. I SHD HAVE BEEN READING! serve me right for failing gp. sobs ='(