五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静，

最怕朋友突然的关心。

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息，

最怕突然听到你的消息。

想念如果会有声音，

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣。

事到如今终於让自已属於我自已，

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己；

突然好想你。

how often do u cry while listening to a song? i just did.

i'll definitely buy Mayday's new album.

rarh! i'm sick, again. =(

my immune system seems to be getting weaker. i think because i haven't been keeping fit! i think the last time i ran more than 1km is 5weeks ago? i cant even remember when was the last time i perspire from exercising.

after my return from taiwan i've been spending without knowing how much i have to spend. u see, i was away for 21days, so i SHOULD have more than 1month's pay to spend. but it wasn't so! and i only realised it this morning when i went to update my bank book. after doing some calculations, i have only $89 left until the next payday, which is uhh, 15days away. >.< me and my poor funds management just got me into trouble. SIANS!

but okay lah, though im broke, but it's a good thing. it prevents me from splurging. been shopping the past few days and i've seen more and more things i want to buy! and spending money makes me happier, kinda like retail therapy i supposed. hahah.

and my dad doesn't mind 'lending' me money to spend. hahah. he wanted to give me a subcard but i rejected it. i need to restraint myself!

am looking forward to meeting mav rho roy xh xq and luan tonight! =D

went NTU. nice place, but i wun be studying there.

it was a great trip there. feeling very happy now, but also emo-ish. happy because i got to meet so many people! actually meeting people isnt what makes me happy, is meeting people i miss so much. evonne, s06girls in NBS and joy! there were so many other people in ntu, but i had to leave so never meet them. boo.

emo because i miss the girls alot alot alot. like, ALOT. though i were always busy with choir, i still feel very attached to s06! this morning seemed like the same old JC mornings..i sat there with evonne and huiying, then the girls start to turn up one by one. settle down around the table, then wanli suddenly appeared very excited, going on and on about what happened to her bus. like always, whatever that happened to her is nothing big. then everyone laughed at her, yet she doesnt mind at all. and then we continue talking about interesting things that happened, like pranks aline played on a bday boy. then when the time came, we all went to the lecture hall for lecture. after lecture went for lunch. if this isnt a JC day in NBS, what is it?

and i was very heartened to see our girls still so close. like as they were, or even closer. maybe it's only today the NBS all met up(because i requested so), yet it still feels the same. talking to them, listening to them gossip..bahh. i miss jc!

wrong. i miss s06.
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yay!finally back form taiwan =D well i touched down on friday night, just that i was too lazy to blog until now. hee.

taiwan is a beautiful country. and by beautiful, i dun mean just the sights and scenery =D in any case, in the 21days i'm there, i travelled from taipei(the north) to kending(around southern tip of taiwan) and back up north, on foot and on vehicle. seen many sights and sounds of taiwan, mainly rural and suburban. well, because nature of training doesn't allow us to be near the busy streets of big cities. there's too much to say, so i wun elaboate any further. in summary, training was okay. mentally strenuous and tiring. and i learnt alot, from the senior instructors that volunteered to coach us.

21days away from home is tough. everyone misses home lah, that's for sure. the first few days were still alright, but when the 9days outfield exercise came, it was DEPRESSING! especially when fever hit me on day3 and i was so weak and exhausted and just want to go home and be taken care of by my mum, not by the medics(though they are nice people). RnR came and went by like the typhoon, but i was looking forward more to the end of RnR and not RnR itself, because i'd rather be home earlier. i can always visit taiwan next time when im older, or even this year end after i commission.

luan: yep im back. and seems like u coped fine, didnt u? so sorry i couldnt be there when u needed someone to talk to. and now that im entering the last phase of my course, i'm QUITE free lah. hahah. im just an sms away, always =)

and taiwan made me sure that im still not ready to move on. i thought u don't matter anymore. well, i supposed im wrong huh. i guess all the time i've been trying to busy myself and finding distractions to, uh, distract myself. even if i dun consciously think of it..urgh. life's a bitch huh?

oh ya! a little update: i'm a transport officer by vocation now! meaning i get to learn driving in army, YAY! =D but the trade off will be late saturday bookouts. boo. not that i mind actually. cos i wanted to be a MTO and i got it. so people, if u wanna ask me out on my weekends, plan for a sat night or sunday k? and tell me early! hee.