T3 is nice. Super nice. Glam and all. But i hate the music. It's emo-ish. Sheessh. Nvr knew i'd feel this sad to leave the country, alone. Well i guess...

alrights. 3weeks will be gone soon. I supposed.

The Daily Scoop sells good icecream. Seriously. Dun believe me, go try it for yourself. It should be somewhere in Clementi if i'm not wrong. for more info, visit www.thedailyscoop.com.sg. I recommend lychee martini, kahlua krunch and kookie monster. for those who like apple struddle, try their unusually apple. =D

sigh, flying off tmr. going to be gone for 21days, locked away in Taiwan jungle. Boo. see the training schedule i also sian alrdy. 21days there, can only see the camp for 3times and hotel for 2days. dunno how to survive so many days outfield >.<

at least got to book out today. though alone, but spending time at home is like, never so wonderful before. sitting on the sofa playing psp and watching tv was an experience i never had before. hahah. emo emo. boo.

alrights. 21days. shouldnt be that long lah huh? im praying for good weather, though kinda impossible. hah.

Shag! Just returned from a 16km route march at a fast pace. Logistics made me weak lah! When i was in ocs dun think this can make me so shag. >.< boo.

oh wells, feeling emo-ish for the past few days. The fact is, am going to taiwan in a few days' time! And for so long somemore. I supposed it's the uncertainty of what i'll be facing there that's causing me to emo. I dunno what i dunno, and i dunno what i need to know. Dunno if im well-equipped to survive the training there, less conquer. Sigh..why can't we just go there and eat sleep shop and play everyday!? Boo.

read an interesting paragraph in my friend's book a while ago. Will share it here tmr if i have time to blog. Kinda tired now want to sleep alrdy. Tmr's another long day.

to my gdfriend: yepyep am going to be gone for 3wks. But u'll be busy with ur exams! Jiayou and mug hard k. And, dun worry abt me k. Im fine, and will be fine. Whatever reasons u think i may be gloomy or moody abt, i dun think it'll matter that much lah. Afterall, u happy = i happy. Understand?(:

Lonely night =( my buddy's gone doing guard duty and i have the whole room to myself. It isnt a good thing..i hate being alone! Boo.

im like that, aint i? Ever so afraid of loneliness. And dependent on others. Boo.

i need to get away.
i need to change.

i need to lead a different lifestyle, elsewhere.

The moon's so bright, round and big today! Oh my. I can see so clearly from my wing carporch. Admiring the moon with 2 other guys is, no doubt, gay. And one is emo-ing. Oh wells..the moon never fails to make one think. How nice it'd be to moon-watch with the person u like. Hmm..(:

People say those who are posted to logistics are fucked up, and i always wanted to proof them wrong. But now, things are getting clearer - we are not fucked up; the course made us so.

Two days ago, i went to report sick. Met this corporal, a friend's friend, who keeps complaining about his QM. We laughed at the QM, but it was after he left that we realised, 'hey, we're gonna be like that QM after we commission.'

Why? Because they dun teach us anything that we need to know to do our job well. Because they flood us with information today, and never emphasise the important ones tmr, or ever. Because they get fucked up people to teach us, and therefore, fucked up is at best we can be. Because...

There are so many reasons, so many flaws in the system. What's worst than knowing that u'll be screwed in the future, yet unable to do anything about it? Just like knowing when and how u'll die yet unable to do anything abt it.

Boo! Life's a bitch. It's been a bad week and that fat piece of shit just had to arrowed me to do guard duty 2hrs before my bookout, when he could inform me 120hrs before. Bitch.

On a more cheerful note, i got to work with a superpuma this week and it was totally exciting! My buddy and i were like screaming and laughing all the way, probably cos it's so noisy we didnt realise we were talking at the top of our voice =D

oh and, just like my prediction, it came true. Well i dunno how i shd feel, but since it's ur choice, better not regret k.

felt like i just lost a friend. An impt one.

Hello(: havent been blogging and was too lazy to. Shall address one issue today.

u heard me commenting that life's a bitch pretty often, no? Well, i dunno why i say that too. It's just a phrase i feel strongly for, one that seems to be the most apt in describing my current perception of life. Im not good with words and language u see.

but if u really must know why, then i shall attempt to explain. How often have things happened not the way u like and u bitch about it? Ever felt enraged at someone for inconveniencing u? Ever bitch, curse and swear behind him, ranting on and on on how things should have been done instead? U know, some things, no matter how hard to whine and complain abt it, at the end of day, u have to suck it up and accept it. Life goes on after that. Life's a bitch cos inconveniences arises and aint avoidable. Anything happens, fuck it. (pardon my language) Why swim against the tide when it cost u much more effort than to let it push u around? Sometimes we just aint meant to be out there in the sea anyway.

get my drift? Dun think anyone will understand except myself. But it's my blog! So, heck.

well anyway, the wkend wasnt that bad. Finally got to meet luan and nuer! And cheej helped alot fixing my screwed up phone. Thanks!(: oh, and the movie i watched with wanli is nice too. I just love happy ending. Romantic films makes one wants to fall in love too! Someday soon. My day will come(:

supposed to be sleeping 2hrs ago! Oh no.